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Unsurity & Insecurity

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Unsurity & Insecurity  I'm at that point in life Where everything feels unsure.  I'm at that point in life  That makes me insecure. Which overall, makes me feel suffocated— Suffocated to the point where it's taken a toll on me, Making me more miserable than ever before. I'm so miserable that  My nights are sleepless.  Wondering what's bothering me?  It's me .  I am the problem . Each night, I ask myself :  "Why?  Why do you have to torture yourself so much?  Have you become so addicted to the pain that you can't let it go? " Yes.  It's a yes .  I can never forgive myself for it—  Never. Even though I haven't slept at all,  I still don't feel sleepy.  The person who used to sleep well—  Who even overslept—  Can't sleep anymore . What went so wrong?  What exactly went wrong That I'm in this state?  The answer remains a mystery . Sleepless nights have turned into unbearable headaches , ...
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The Chaos Within Me

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  The Chaos Within Me Life as dark as a dark alley, with all the streetlights broken, Where even the moon can't reach. Lifeless—like a person with no life within, Blankly staring at the ceiling with loud noises running through the mind. The clouds thunder loudly, As if asking a question: " Why can't you? " A question whose answer is known to me, And it breaks hearts into pieces . She kept finding hope in a hopeless life, Hoping she'd find light, Hoping she'd cope with her life, Hoping someone would, just once, become her hope— Just like she was for others . When she was needed by others, She was always there . When she needed others, No one was ever there . She's battling everything all over again, Scared and unsure how long this one is going to last. For her, free time never looked like a blessing— But a curse, Because negativity devoured her in those moments. People around her asked: " Why are you so negative-minded? Why don't you open up? ...
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